Another day and still no D$LLARS

Recently separated needing a new house, new car, and new household furniture and effects. Sounds like a classifieds add in the mail order bride section :D. Stressful point is when u leave with nothing and decide to take life by the balls and make it as an independent woman. Easy NO, but did i already no that YES. Don't get me wrong if you read my last blog you would have notice how i spoke about my partner but failed to mention that we have been living in separate houses, whilst still trying to make it work. Stupid, well you be the judge. Ask me if i care hhhhmmmm.....when it comes to last string of hope for my family, no i really don't. Waiting for stupid payments that should have started 3months ago, that is depressing. i dont like hand outs, jobseeking is harder then it looks especially when your bound to a small town. So i find myself pushing hope in every which direction to plan for my new future. A new start and a new me. If hope was money i would be a very wealthy lady, if i cant get out of shit creek i beta bring more then floaties.