Yes another day in my life, the same craziness, mi crazy temper getting the best of me and the everyday issue of trying to maintain happiness with my partner after 10 years. Whoever said this stuff was easy, actually scrub that because i dont think anyone ever did. And whoever wants to tell me different i will tell them right here and right now "YOU LIAR" (with a diva finger click)
And now i find myself giggling in my head like a bad comedian laughing at my own jokes. However after all of it such as my kids abusing the school holidays by laying in bed until lunch while i have been busting my but all morning around there dead bodies laying in the living room and then having my younger 2 kids screaming at each other and then making me feel totally horrible for interupting there intense conversation and then listening to all the " i wants i wants" and " you never" then coming home to my partner that feels neglected. Yes yes yes im sure this sounds like a song that never ends but i cant help but feel better for releasing it out like i was standing at the edge of a lookout and just screaming. But after everything there are those lil moments when my kids smile or say thank you for the smallest thing or laughing as a family from my 2 yr old farting in the middle of a movie or a simple kiss on the forehead from my partner makes it that little bit easier to take that great moment of a deep breath that you feel you have been holding on to all day. Those are the precious moments that make my day in the life, good and bad.
